deng man my weekend was pretty cool i guess hehe...i seriously thought that my weekend was goin to be a bust tho cuz yea on Friday i went over to my prend Jonathan's house to chill with him and my C BUDDY Edgar and well there was only the 2 guys and Jon's dad...well my mom only let me go cuz she thought that Jon's lil sis Lorin was goin to be there tOo...well somehow she found out that Lorin wasnt there and so my mom got all pissed and told me to come ryte home...i was like deng i have only ben here for like 10 min and already gotta go home...so yea since my mom was all pissed i juss thought man i am not goin to enjoy this weekend..but anywho...ryte after i got home Edgar calls me up tellin me how mad him and Jon were at me cuz they had actually cancelled on other people juss to hang out with me...i felt like SHIT dude...i know they weren't really mad but they really did cancel on other people and so i juss wanted to cry cuz i really wanted to hang out with them toO but yea my mom..BLAH..and so the whole time we were on the phone they juss kept makin me feel even worse about what happened hahah...such dorks dude im serious...on Saturday me and mi familia went to a funeral for one of the greatest men i have ever known..Master Joe Napial..he always helped out with Tae Kali Do's tournaments and every now and then we would go up to LA to train with him and his group...man i told myself that i wasnt goin to cry but when i got to the church and saw all my friends lookin all sad and stuff the tears juss came...all the memories we had with this guy juss all started to come back to me...it hurt so much...through the whole mass i was crying...i couldnt help myself...and yOoh know what the sad thing about it is? he was only 46! 46 and he died of a heart attack...he left behind three sons that aren't even fully grown yet and a wife that is juss completely torn up inside...juss goes to show how short life is for some people...don't waste the time yOoh have yoOh guys...yOoh never know what will happen...

to be continued....

deng first day of school was ok i guess...and yea i guess thas all i have to say about that hahahahahahah....damn im a JUNIOR!!!!!!!! aHhhhHHHhH

i know that keep repeating myself but ryte now all i can do is say im sorry....

i juss hate myself ryte now...what have i done? i want to take it back cuz i dont wanna lose my best friend...im so sorry...please forgive me..i dont know what came over me...damnit why did i do it? friends are way more important...i dont wanna lose yOoh...ur like a sister to me...all i can ask for ryte now is forgiveness but i know for a fact that i dont even derserve that...i wanna straighten this out with yoOh...please...i love yoOh so freakin much...im so sorry...

here ish our group photo from the park which i jus barely got so yea...

and here are some pix from yesterday after practice..some funny shiet!! LOL

  oOh what? nah im serious tho what the hell?? Alex looks like she on something LOL

 aw ish alright Rawsh..like Vince sed you'll dance again soOn hehe ^_-

   OMG its tryin to get me!!!!!!!! ahHhhHHhhH!!!

    Ooh BABY!!!

   Rawsh ish a GIANT!! LOL and she kiked Roy's ASS!! hAhahAhAhHAHA

Saturday// hOly crap dude Six Flags was the bestest ever..thanx to Rawsh Khrista Leo Rachel and Jimmy ^_^...yOoh guys are the bomb...

so many laughs that day i don't even know where to begin...sorry that we got there kinda late..i bet if we didnt we woulda ben able to ride EVERYTHING...but yea what did we ride first? oOh yea..Colossus hehe... *as we were goin up* "OMG OMG OMG" "aHhhHHhhHh"...damn ur were so stupid LOL...im so glad we got to go on lot of rides...i was surprised that there weren't that many ppl there...anywho remember JetStream  Rachel? omg so freakin embarrassing haha...

i'm so happy that we ended the day with X... ::Leo::"What would Jesus do?" "He wouldnt go on this ride!" LOL "We're goin on X...and then we're goin to die!" hAhahAhAHHAHaHAh...damn yOoh Leo tryin to scare Rachel like that..well that was Six Flags for ya...didnt wanna say much since Leo and Rawsh and everyone else prolly told all of yOoh already haha..as all of yoOh know im slow at updating hahahahahaha...

that night me Rawsh and Khrista went to Khrista's to sleep over...since Steff was sleepin over too we had to go get her from Jenny's [[awfully nice girl she is hehe]] when we got there Roland and some other guys were there and they were watching the Girl Next Door which by the way is a very good movie even tho there is a whole mess of *ahem* in it...LOL...after the movie Steff went with Jen and Roland to drop of this one guy Chris and me Rawsh and Khrista went back home...we juss chilled there till Steff Roland and Jen came...some fun stuff with the cards eh Roland?

after about an hour or so me and Roland walked Jen home and then we walked to the park and juss chilled there till 7 in the morning [[damn pulled an all nighter]] some fun stuff hehe...damn when i got back to Khrista's i was so freakin tired that i juss crashed on the floor...i didnt even make it to the bed hahahaha...and yea Sunday// juss went to my lil cuzin's bday party then church...went back to the party and then went to go see Bea...ryte after i got there we went to go meet up with Roland and Marissa [[mini Steff']] haha...we juss chilled at the park till 10 and then they walked me home...well that was my weekend...hope yoOh enjoyed reading about it hehe...FAYCE OUT!!! muwahZ*

yea yea i know i havent updated in practically a month hahahahha...i juss fixed my xanga as yOoh all can tell...i know i already had this bg and stuff but i like it alot so yea...

i have ben through so much shit this past summer and i feel like its not goin to end...i really dont know what to do..all i have to say is FUCK it!!! blah...

yesterday was pretty fun tho...went to practice and then went over to Bea's with Matt...well when we got there no one was answering the door and Leo went over to Christy's so there was no one to open the door for us...so we juss chilled in the car for awhile...a little while later we decided to juss go over to Christy's to see how she was doin since she was sick i hope ur doin better today Christy!!! ^_^ the fun part about it was that Matt let me drive hehe so much fun...then yea we went over there and juss chilled for awhile after about 20 min we left...i got to drive back to Leo's hehe awesomeNESS LOL...someone actually answered the door when we got there haha...i went  to say hi to Bea who was kinda sleeping on the couch..when i went up to her she was all "go away i dont want to yoOh ryte now" and she sounded so serious im not kidding yOoh...so i got so paranoid and was all "Bea what did i dO!?!?!!?"...and then she juss looks at me and juss starts laughing i was like OMG she totally got me LOL...after that we juss talked for a long asS time about a certain somone hehe ^_- *COCKy* *great BALLS of fire*   we're so perverted! ...everything was goin good until a certain person started up with some old shit..GAH..waterbear...anywho yea so me and Bea had such a great time jus catching up and stuff and then i juss crashed on her bed till like 9 something haha..i was hella tired...so yea that was my day and trust me there will be more to tell yOoh next time since me a few prendZ are goin to SIX FLAGS tomorrow hehehehe...im so excited! can yOoh tell?? ok..FAYCE OUT!!! muawhZ*